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me
# ah ming
# 20 yrs old
# loves dar
# loves mummy
# loves papa
# loves rime
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:: watch harry potter 5 ::
:: new shirts ::
:: sleep and play more ::
:: have more than 24hrs in a day ::
:: go home soon ::
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Life is like a boat
Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?
We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day
Heaving a sigh faraway, seeming to have grown transparent
Although I could think in the darkness, I've only been blindfolded
Give me your prayers and wait for a new day
until that end where the vividly shining sea is
Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong
People's hearts are moving, they come to wish to be free
In a new epoque, the moon is again accompanying the boat
And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore
Oh, I can see the shore
When will I.... can see the shore?
I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong
The journey is still continuing even on calm days
The moon still illuminates the boat in a new epoque
Give me your prayers and wait for a new day
until that end where the vividly shining sea is
And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore
Row the boat of fate
Although waves flow from and to the future and
threaten to overwhelm us that's also a wonderful journey
Every journey's a wonderful journey
Lyric of Song "Life is Like a Boat" By Rei Fu
from Anime "Bleach" 1st Season ending Theme
well... i really loved this song... it's really nice and i have uploaded it.. just wanna share a nice song..
and i some how found the full english translation of the song from: here!!
welcome to kajang..
well.. lyn, mich and mun is confirm coming to kajang on the 28th.. and i will be back in sg from 21st till 28th as well...but am afraid things might went wrong as my passport is still with school for 3 weeks le.. although they say only need one week to settle my pass.. man.. they always bluff me sia.. usually ppl need around 6 weeks to get their student pass done up.. mine took more than 3 months.. ACCA uk side too.. they misunderstood the form.. but they just leave it there for 3 months under pending till i emailed and called them.. man.. this is how they work??
i am starting school soon too.. real soon.. finally.. and my time table is out.. (late again cz they said it will be up on 1st dec.. but i got it on 14th.. that is after calling and emailing them many times..) and its messy.. very messy... yeah.. okae..
shall talk to u again soon.. tata.. 
one sms a dae.. [don't read if you are going to ask any questions...] but before the show (during the dae) when i was all alone.. i felt sianz and i begin to think.. i felt that i am really a lousy person... can't seems to do anything right.. and probably one phrase fits me the best.. in chinese.. "我这个人只有一个缺点..那就是我没有优点..." haiz.. no matter what.. i just can't strike a balance.. and i always seems to be extreme.. when i felt that the more i do.. the more mistake i will make.. i will end up not doing anything.. when i felt that i am not doing anything and i needa do something.. i ended up doing too much... and the best part is.. i can't accept myself for that.. i look for things to put the blame on.. i am such a loser right?? how long more do i need to learn?? i can't wait.. but nature seems to be playing a trick on me... when i felt that i am doing well.. i ended up being to confident.. and i fell and hit a stone right on my knees.. ouch.. why am i taking so long to learn something that is simple? i questioned myself.. i am being too complacent.. too lazy.. or what?? and there is like an angel and devil.. fighting inside me.. i really felt terribly bad... i dunno how to undo what things that i have done.. don't think time will be able to help much.. and best of all.. i dunno how to face them again.. i fear.. stress.. no matter how much reasurance i could get that things can be handled.. but i felt that i am dead.. i lost confident in myself.. i wanna run and hide away.. but it doesn't help.. i felt trapped.. its a new battle in me that i have to fight... will saying more prayers help?? i shall pray that my prayers will help.. sad... wish to go back to when i was just 5.. and am being carried on my mum's arm.. i have had nothing to worry.. at the same time being precious..but then.. life have to move on.. and here i am.. being 20 and still cry like a baby....... its all i, me and myself.. nothing much.. life should just goes on..
today.. as in sunday... someone deleted all my sms in my phone... there was like more than 120 sms... i was very very extremely angry.. and sad... those aren't just any normal sms... it's memories... but that he promised to send me one sms a dae to fill the inbox up... it doesn't recover all my smses.. =(
dear was telling me about his next term modules.. and how is it like.. out of no where.. i felt stressed up.. intensive stress... just by imagining it.. guess he is going to feel 10 times more then i do as he is the one going through it... of cz.. really have to work very extremely very hard.. its really tough times ahead.. like war times.. =X jia you!!!!
oh yes... do some backtracking of time.. yesterday.. went to watch narnia at night.. it wasn't a very superb show.. not much of the climax.. but still.. i find it acceptable... the storyline was okae.. but the accompany was great... =)
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when i was young...
TGIF II
i wrote a post using TGIF years ago... oh man... every year, there is 52 +- fridays... today is just another friday.. tiring day... slpt at 3.. woke up at 7... till now.. anyway.. don't know why.. ppl can't seems to read my words from the site.. but it appeared normal to me when i was doing some template thingy.. don't know what's wrong.. anyway.. today.. oh man.. wanted to get my photos scanned.. but wasted time on getting the best price... nv go back there again... told me this then changed as and when they like.. @#%!$% argh... lucky today is friday.. not too bad mood... *ywanz* tired.. oh.. kept calling mum... but she didn't pick up.. don't konw if she's busy or what.. shall call her tml... i am bored... 
i sticked this froggie on the wall the other time.. but dear saved it.. now its on my monitor.. anyway.. tml dear is having an exam for the least important module.. but still needa wish him all the best!!! jia you!! =)
tibiting...
well.. am eating lotsa tibits today.. think i am growing more towards the sides now.. no exercise.. oh man.. i am really growing fatter.. i am also feeling slight headache now.. dunno what's wrong.. probably caught some rain just now while walking home from metro.. well.. i am glad that dear's workload is lightening..and am excited to hear that lyn, mich and mun maybe coming end of this yr.. oh man.. life is good to me.. yeah..and i really miss rime much much.. hmm.. will be home for CNY though... yeah.. can't wait..
one and a half years later ....
its really one and a half years later since my last post during my industrial placement at NKF..
what have i been doing?? well.. i have graduated from NYP.. now going to pursue ACCA.. and am currently out of sg.. quite a big change in my life.. got a new pet.. but now its in sg home... and now am away from parents for long period of time.. and new life style!
and of cz.. this is rime the doggie~~