about
me
# ah ming
# 20 yrs old
# loves dar
# loves mummy
# loves papa
# loves rime
i'm feeling
tired...
wishlist
:: watch harry potter 5 ::
:: new shirts ::
:: sleep and play more ::
:: have more than 24hrs in a day ::
:: go home soon ::
friends' blog
:: lynette ::
:: val ::
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:: rime doggie (dogster) ::
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４季
秋天：开始的季节^^
冬天：不知不觉中离开了。。
春天：轻轻的把风吹来，把天气转暖。。
夏天：不要那么热啊～
路。
人生的路好漫长，好难走哦，希望有你可以陪我一起走。
死过了，又活过来了。
我的无奈。。。
觉得已经没有回头路可以走。有多少次觉得现在后悔当初的决定， 离开那一个不想离开的地方。回头看了看，似乎没有回去的可能。哭：不但没有把那痛苦的感觉洗去，反而带出了更多的伤感。叹。。 有谁可以听我说呢？又有谁可以帮我呢？每天很想把笑脸带给别人，但心里的挣扎，无奈，痛，无助，又有谁可以把快乐带给我呢？问了很多没有人可以回答的问题吧！哈哈。。看来，又得自己看着办了。
不开心的时侯总觉得吃巧克力或冰淇淋可以让心情好一点，但好像不是每一次都管用，今天吃了好像都没什么用，心情还是遭透了。
我也不想把我的问题当成别人的问题。。。救命啊！！！
哪一天我才可以离开这里呢？我好像以被这个世界遗弃的小孩，也好想遗弃这个世界哦。
home away from home...
it has been a long time since i last posted in my blog.. guess its really under utilised. any way, it always appear to be me talking to myself anyways.. yeapz.. life has been very much a roller coaster ride for me for the past 2 years (of cz) and i didn't really recorded it down in blog.. yeah.. major changes in life took place..
D day
Well, I am back in sg, and tomorrow is the start of my exams. How prepared am I?? Can say that I have not been studying for these and will rate 50% prepared. But but tomorrow is the 1st paper!!! Yeah.. I know.. But I am prepared take accept failure. WAhaha...
My last paper is on the 12th.. after 6pm.. Well, of course will like to meet up with friends to do some catching up.
Plans for after exams??
Have lotsa things do; Register for my new term, go for diving theory, the diving trip itself, and some other important things in life.. heh..
Not going to Study now??
Going to.. But will go out to get something first.. have lunch too, then come back early to start study. It's really lots to cover.. and I have only merely read through the revision notes once, not even the lecture notes. Not to mention my revision questions and past exams papers. -_-|| *worried*
Alright.. its just 8 days of pain with 4 papers involved.. I will get over it..
Exams!! Here I come..
Ciaoz.. TATA
Exams Stress
i am just 11 daes away from my exams... and i am not prepared at all... have not even touch any of my books... went for revision class earlier today... and when asked to do a question.. i was like... 'how to do this shit??' man.. think i am really in deep shit.. heh.... and its really time for me to buck up...
well... should i start planning a time table for studying?? maybe i should...
and i have 3 more days to stay in kajang.. guess i will miss my college friends and kajang's food... i had my fair bit of fun here no doubt...
going back to sg seems to be the start of another new journey.. new things coming along... things that needs planning... and have to work things out... i will start again with my new RCIA journey... sign up for new modules to study... get new telephone line, internet subscription, find new job, go diving...
the list goes on and on...
well heard mich is moving house this sundae.. will pray for mich.. for more strength and energy to do the moving.. keke... =)
well.. hope everything is fine with everyone.. will see you all again in sg... and next post will be from sg too...
tata...
Quarterly Post
it seems so long since i last blogged... 3 months ago?? that's why... it seems like a quarterly update.. life goes on... i never seems to have enough time.. never seems to have enough sleep.. and never seems to have enough fun..
time past real fast... when i think back.. it seems like i have just started my life in m'sia... and now.. i have only one month left.. i missed home.. and rime too.. friends n family.. when the time for me to go home comes.. think its gonna be my 'death' period too.... that means exams are less than 10 days away.. 4 papers... and i have not done any form of studies other than attending classes week after week.. skipping one or 2 classes here n there..
i felt loss at times in class... am i going to make it?? or am i going to break it... well.. i just dont wanna pass by luck.. and just get 51/100.. i am aiming high you know.. but my expectation has dropped... cause effort put into studying is < doing other stuff.. that's why the equation cannot balance.. its like a balance sheet that cannot balance.. it means something is wrong.. (think i am not making sense here..).. total debit must equals to total credit.. even so.. it might not be 100% accurate too.. there might by some errors that are hidden like error of omission.. or error of commision.. (totally out of point here..)
tired... its freaking 4.17am.. and i am hanging by my computer.. doing nothing?? yeah.. going to sleep soon.. real soon... how i wish i can dont sleep for the next 45 years.. and then sleep all at one go when i am six feet underground (but in sg.. think i will only become ash)... but guess it is not possible.. well... i will try to sleep lesser..
heard from my lecturer.. that its about 50 days to exams.. and it is also about 50 days to world cup.. (i think he is lame..) but i am a bit worried.. look at the rate that i am going.. i am going down.......
to all my friends, family, relatives, pet doggie and house pest.. see you guys in sg in slightly more than one month's time.. (that is if you read my blog) heh...
from now till then.. take care k?? stay healthy and wait for me to return.. (not applicable to house pest..)
go... going... gone...