-=PiGgIe'S LiFe=-

４季

2008-09-06T21:47:00.002+08:00

秋天：开始的季节^^

冬天：不知不觉中离开了。。

春天：轻轻的把风吹来，把天气转暖。。　

夏天：不要那么热啊～

路。

2008-08-13T20:29:00.002+08:00

人生的路好漫长，好难走哦，希望有你可以陪我一起走。
死过了，又活过来了。

我的无奈。。。

2008-08-07T13:12:00.002+08:00

觉得已经没有回头路可以走。有多少次觉得现在后悔当初的决定，离开那一个不想离开的地方。回头看了看，似乎没有回去的可能。哭：不但没有把那痛苦的感觉洗去，反而带出了更多的伤感。叹。。　有谁可以听我说呢？又有谁可以帮我呢？每天很想把笑脸带给别人，但心里的挣扎，无奈，痛，无助，又有谁可以把快乐带给我呢？问了很多没有人可以回答的问题吧！哈哈。。看来，又得自己看着办了。

不开心的时侯总觉得吃巧克力或冰淇淋可以让心情好一点，但好像不是每一次都管用，今天吃了好像都没什么用，心情还是遭透了。

我也不想把我的问题当成别人的问题。。。救命啊！！！

哪一天我才可以离开这里呢？我好像以被这个世界遗弃的小孩，也好想遗弃这个世界哦。

home away from home...

2008-07-23T22:45:00.002+08:00

it has been a long time since i last posted in my blog.. guess its really under utilised. any way, it always appear to be me talking to myself anyways.. yeapz.. life has been very much a roller coaster ride for me for the past 2 years (of cz) and i didn't really recorded it down in blog.. yeah.. major changes in life took place..

D day

2006-06-04T12:05:00.000+08:00

Well, I am back in sg, and tomorrow is the start of my exams. How prepared am I?? Can say that I have not been studying for these and will rate 50% prepared. But but tomorrow is the 1st paper!!! Yeah.. I know.. But I am prepared take accept failure. WAhaha...

My last paper is on the 12th.. after 6pm.. Well, of course will like to meet up with friends to do some catching up.

Plans for after exams??

Have lotsa things do; Register for my new term, go for diving theory, the diving trip itself, and some other important things in life.. heh..

Not going to Study now??

Going to.. But will go out to get something first.. have lunch too, then come back early to start study. It's really lots to cover.. and I have only merely read through the revision notes once, not even the lecture notes. Not to mention my revision questions and past exams papers. -_-|| *worried*

Alright.. its just 8 days of pain with 4 papers involved.. I will get over it..

Exams!! Here I come..

Ciaoz.. TATA

Exams Stress

2006-05-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

i am just 11 daes away from my exams... and i am not prepared at all... have not even touch any of my books... went for revision class earlier today... and when asked to do a question.. i was like... 'how to do this shit??' man.. think i am really in deep shit.. heh.... and its really time for me to buck up...

well... should i start planning a time table for studying?? maybe i should...

and i have 3 more days to stay in kajang.. guess i will miss my college friends and kajang's food... i had my fair bit of fun here no doubt...

going back to sg seems to be the start of another new journey.. new things coming along... things that needs planning... and have to work things out... i will start again with my new RCIA journey... sign up for new modules to study... get new telephone line, internet subscription, find new job, go diving...

the list goes on and on...

well heard mich is moving house this sundae.. will pray for mich.. for more strength and energy to do the moving.. keke... =)

well.. hope everything is fine with everyone.. will see you all again in sg... and next post will be from sg too...

tata...

Quarterly Post

2006-04-19T04:10:00.000+08:00

it seems so long since i last blogged... 3 months ago?? that's why... it seems like a quarterly update.. life goes on... i never seems to have enough time.. never seems to have enough sleep.. and never seems to have enough fun..

time past real fast... when i think back.. it seems like i have just started my life in m'sia... and now.. i have only one month left.. i missed home.. and rime too.. friends n family.. when the time for me to go home comes.. think its gonna be my 'death' period too.... that means exams are less than 10 days away.. 4 papers... and i have not done any form of studies other than attending classes week after week.. skipping one or 2 classes here n there..

i felt loss at times in class... am i going to make it?? or am i going to break it... well.. i just dont wanna pass by luck.. and just get 51/100.. i am aiming high you know.. but my expectation has dropped... cause effort put into studying is < doing other stuff.. that's why the equation cannot balance.. its like a balance sheet that cannot balance.. it means something is wrong.. (think i am not making sense here..).. total debit must equals to total credit.. even so.. it might not be 100% accurate too.. there might by some errors that are hidden like error of omission.. or error of commision.. (totally out of point here..)

tired... its freaking 4.17am.. and i am hanging by my computer.. doing nothing?? yeah.. going to sleep soon.. real soon... how i wish i can dont sleep for the next 45 years.. and then sleep all at one go when i am six feet underground (but in sg.. think i will only become ash)... but guess it is not possible.. well... i will try to sleep lesser..

heard from my lecturer.. that its about 50 days to exams.. and it is also about 50 days to world cup.. (i think he is lame..) but i am a bit worried.. look at the rate that i am going.. i am going down.......

to all my friends, family, relatives, pet doggie and house pest.. see you guys in sg in slightly more than one month's time.. (that is if you read my blog) heh...
from now till then.. take care k?? stay healthy and wait for me to return.. (not applicable to house pest..)

go... going... gone...

1st post of the year..

2006-01-08T18:50:00.000+08:00

8th January 2006
The new year has already started more than a week. New year, new resolution and new me. Alright... quite a fair bit of events took place dated back from Christmas Eve 2005, while I am back in Sg till today.

Well, Christmas eve is a significant date in the Catholic calendar as we prepare ourselves to welcome the Son of God. Of course, the best place to be at is in church.. so, dear and his family and me went to church.. Mich went together too.. well.. think that I didn't explain much to Mich as I am also still learning about it.. sorry to Mich for not explaining much.. =)

Since I am talking about Christmas, I remembered something that was being taught in one of my RCIA session back then at Christ the King (before I leave Sg), Christmas is the day of celebration of the birth of Christ, but according to the bible, although we do not know the exact date of birth of Christ, but He is definitely not born on the 25th of Dec. Infact, according to the season described in the bible, the estimated birthdate of Christ is somewhere in Feb or March, and the celebration on the 25th of December is to replace another celebration (of don't know what event, which I can't remember). But that doesn't make 25th Dec a day that we should forget, although it isn't the real birthday of Christ, but it reminds us Christians of our faith. Its like, since we do not know His exact birthday, setting a date for people to celebrate and remember His birth makes Christmas day (25th Dec) a day, still, worthwhile for us to celebrate. That's what I think.. what say you??

Moving away from Christmas day, on the 28th, 5 of us set off from the train station to Kajang.. for me and dear, its a journey back to 'home', but for my 3 friends (Lyn, Mich & Mun) its a trip to relax and enjoy before the year closes its chapter. We arrived back in Kajang on early morning of 29th Dec 05, well, we went to eat breakfast, which I ordered too much bread (sorry to stuff you guys up with bread in the early morning). then we went to Genting Highlands (again, sorry for the rush and short stay up there). At least we had a not too bad lunch, thanks to dear.. we visited Petaling street that night, but due to Lyn's unlucky charm, the street was being raid and by the time we finish dinner, the street is as good as empty.. heh.. the next 2 days till the last day of the year was a shopping craze for the 4 girls.. we went Times square and Mid valley.. Think Lyn and Mun is the ultimate winner for the shopping and they went back with good harvest.. haha.. Thanks for the fun and jokes girls.. The asshole games was funny.. guess all of us had a good laugh.. and the last day of the year marks the departure of my 3 friends.. (thanks for the time here.. )

Then we count down to the new year (at home with dear and du and the TV) haha.. there was outside our house, but we can only hear.. can't locate it though.. so we stick on to the TV fireworks.. cool.. Happy New Year everyone.. (making it up for not saying on the 1st of Jan)

2nd of Jan 2006... A day of celebration and enjoyment.. happy moments and sweet memories.. All that I have mentioned happened not in Kajang.. but in Sg TPY Sizzler.. well, I wasn't there, but it is a very special day.. a day that my dear friend received her 'key to freedom'. the number 21.. Happie 21st Lyn.. although I am not there. but my wishes were.. All the best for the coming years.. *hugz*

The following day was a new beginning at the environment with new faces, and cold air conditioning.. the start of my determined path towards the completion of ACCA.. the class was small.. not like the 20 of us class back in the SW days.. paper 1.2 on financial information for management. the next 2 days of classes was also cold.. and the class for 2.1 changed from 9am to 10am without telling the students.. so the whole class waited like diots.. haha.. i was reading my story book (Angels and Demons by Dan Brown) though.. I enjoyed the wait while indulging myself in the progress of the book.. My 3 days of classes went on considerably smooth..

From Friday till today, I enjoyed the break.. during the 3 days, I did some washing, packing, stocking up food and drinks at home, bought a Abercrombie GREEN color collar tee (thanks dear dear for it), had big breakfast with dear at McDonald's this morning, went market this morning with dear to buy fruits (we bought RM23 worth of fruits) and we got to see the making process of 'Putu Mayam' by hand (coolz), had Indian food continuously for 4 days in a row, went to play one round of Daytona at the arcade, stock up paper, chasing after a crocoach with Baygon in the kitchen at night (ended up the crocoach escaped through the windows pane), and now, blogging for the past one week + of events and fun and memories and journey of my life... all these (and for the past 3 years + ) happened with someone sharing its with me, and is the most wonderful part of my life.. thanks lots dear, aka sheep, aka terror, aka pooh...

Now.. it is story sharing time (don't mind my long post).. I finished reading Angels and Demons by Dan Brown last night.. and I really feel like sharing my comments.. Its really nice.. full of twist and turns, exciting and unexpected.. but ultimately, it makes me feel that the most important thing is then intention, but that doesn't mean that you should do bad to fulfill the good. And without knowing the truth at first, with the effect of the conspiracy was really good and it somehow ended realizing it isn't right, but it has already create a good impact of lots of people. If the truth is being revealed, it will hurt everyone and the outcome will be beyond imagination. There are few who knows the truth, but knowing the truth and not revealing it doesn't matter anymore. The 'bad' guy killed himself ending the conspiracy, leaving those who do not know the truth growing stronger and better, and to those who knows the truth 'relieved' as they do not know what they can should do to him. Its all about weighing the impact, but that depends on personal views and balancing the thoughts. The story is contain facts and make-up events, it makes me a little blur on what is real and what is not, but end of the day, I feel that I will treat it as a story as assuming things that are real when they are not isn't too good. I accepted the ugly be it true or not about the old Catholic church, as times back then was different and there isn't right or wrong. Maybe the approach is not good enough but its was the past maybe even before civilisation and stuff.. nothing to argue about. I am not a good story teller from what I see that I have typed.. haha.. So.. read the book (with open heart).. good book... !!

Life is like a boat

2005-12-19T06:09:00.000+08:00

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

Heaving a sigh faraway, seeming to have grown transparent
Although I could think in the darkness, I've only been blindfolded

Give me your prayers and wait for a new day
until that end where the vividly shining sea is

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

People's hearts are moving, they come to wish to be free
In a new epoque, the moon is again accompanying the boat

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I.... can see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong

The journey is still continuing even on calm days
The moon still illuminates the boat in a new epoque

Give me your prayers and wait for a new day
until that end where the vividly shining sea is
And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Row the boat of fate
Although waves flow from and to the future and
threaten to overwhelm us that's also a wonderful journey
Every journey's a wonderful journey

Lyric of Song "Life is Like a Boat" By Rei Fu
from Anime "Bleach" 1st Season ending Theme

well... i really loved this song... it's really nice and i have uploaded it.. just wanna share a nice song..
and i some how found the full english translation of the song from: here!!

welcome to kajang..

2005-12-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

well.. lyn, mich and mun is confirm coming to kajang on the 28th.. and i will be back in sg from 21st till 28th as well...but am afraid things might went wrong as my passport is still with school for 3 weeks le.. although they say only need one week to settle my pass.. man.. they always bluff me sia.. usually ppl need around 6 weeks to get their student pass done up.. mine took more than 3 months.. ACCA uk side too.. they misunderstood the form.. but they just leave it there for 3 months under pending till i emailed and called them.. man.. this is how they work??

i am starting school soon too.. real soon.. finally.. and my time table is out.. (late again cz they said it will be up on 1st dec.. but i got it on 14th.. that is after calling and emailing them many times..) and its messy.. very messy... yeah.. okae..

shall talk to u again soon.. tata..

one sms a dae..

2005-12-12T00:04:00.000+08:00

today.. as in sunday... someone deleted all my sms in my phone... there was like more than 120 sms... i was very very extremely angry.. and sad... those aren't just any normal sms... it's memories... but that he promised to send me one sms a dae to fill the inbox up... it doesn't recover all my smses.. =(

dear was telling me about his next term modules.. and how is it like.. out of no where.. i felt stressed up.. intensive stress... just by imagining it.. guess he is going to feel 10 times more then i do as he is the one going through it... of cz.. really have to work very extremely very hard.. its really tough times ahead.. like war times.. =X jia you!!!!

oh yes... do some backtracking of time.. yesterday.. went to watch narnia at night.. it wasn't a very superb show.. not much of the climax.. but still.. i find it acceptable... the storyline was okae.. but the accompany was great... =)

-end-

when i was young...

[don't read if you are going to ask any questions...]

but before the show (during the dae) when i was all alone.. i felt sianz and i begin to think.. i felt that i am really a lousy person... can't seems to do anything right.. and probably one phrase fits me the best.. in chinese.. "我这个人只有一个缺点..那就是我没有优点..." haiz.. no matter what.. i just can't strike a balance.. and i always seems to be extreme.. when i felt that the more i do.. the more mistake i will make.. i will end up not doing anything.. when i felt that i am not doing anything and i needa do something.. i ended up doing too much... and the best part is.. i can't accept myself for that.. i look for things to put the blame on.. i am such a loser right?? how long more do i need to learn?? i can't wait.. but nature seems to be playing a trick on me... when i felt that i am doing well.. i ended up being to confident.. and i fell and hit a stone right on my knees.. ouch.. why am i taking so long to learn something that is simple? i questioned myself.. i am being too complacent.. too lazy.. or what?? and there is like an angel and devil.. fighting inside me.. i really felt terribly bad... i dunno how to undo what things that i have done.. don't think time will be able to help much.. and best of all.. i dunno how to face them again.. i fear.. stress.. no matter how much reasurance i could get that things can be handled.. but i felt that i am dead.. i lost confident in myself.. i wanna run and hide away.. but it doesn't help.. i felt trapped.. its a new battle in me that i have to fight... will saying more prayers help?? i shall pray that my prayers will help.. sad... wish to go back to when i was just 5.. and am being carried on my mum's arm.. i have had nothing to worry.. at the same time being precious..but then.. life have to move on.. and here i am.. being 20 and still cry like a baby....... its all i, me and myself.. nothing much.. life should just goes on..

TGIF II

2005-12-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

i wrote a post using TGIF years ago... oh man... every year, there is 52 +- fridays... today is just another friday.. tiring day... slpt at 3.. woke up at 7... till now.. anyway.. don't know why.. ppl can't seems to read my words from the site.. but it appeared normal to me when i was doing some template thingy.. don't know what's wrong.. anyway.. today.. oh man.. wanted to get my photos scanned.. but wasted time on getting the best price... nv go back there again... told me this then changed as and when they like.. @#%!$% argh... lucky today is friday.. not too bad mood... *ywanz* tired.. oh.. kept calling mum... but she didn't pick up.. don't konw if she's busy or what.. shall call her tml...

i am bored...

i sticked this froggie on the wall the other time.. but dear saved it.. now its on my monitor.. anyway.. tml dear is having an exam for the least important module.. but still needa wish him all the best!!! jia you!! =)

tibiting...

2005-12-08T22:57:00.000+08:00

well.. am eating lotsa tibits today.. think i am growing more towards the sides now.. no exercise.. oh man.. i am really growing fatter.. i am also feeling slight headache now.. dunno what's wrong.. probably caught some rain just now while walking home from metro.. well.. i am glad that dear's workload is lightening..and am excited to hear that lyn, mich and mun maybe coming end of this yr.. oh man.. life is good to me.. yeah..and i really miss rime much much.. hmm.. will be home for CNY though... yeah.. can't wait..

one and a half years later ....

2005-12-08T02:59:00.000+08:00

its really one and a half years later since my last post during my industrial placement at NKF..
what have i been doing?? well.. i have graduated from NYP.. now going to pursue ACCA.. and am currently out of sg.. quite a big change in my life.. got a new pet.. but now its in sg home... and now am away from parents for long period of time.. and new life style!

and of cz.. this is rime the doggie~~

long time no see

2004-06-01T16:27:00.000+08:00

hohoho... long time no write u leh huh.. got miss me?? i wasn't busy.. i was too free till i din write in you..haha... anyway... dun feel like writing long todae.. so just come in, pop by to say hi to u...heh.. okie la.. go le.. tata..
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disappointed.. with my results...

2004-05-29T11:29:00.000+08:00

hihi....
haiz.. got my results early in the morning 12.35am....was super glad that i do no have to take supp paper for contract law like what i was worried about for the whole of last month... secondly, was super happy that i do not have any 'D's... yeah... no Ds... but.... the disappointed part is... i didn't even have one A as what i wished for my business finance.. really pin high hopes as my course assessment got an A which is like at least 48 / 100% for the whole module... and i din even get a B for that.. i got a C.. big fat C... sianz... super duper disappointed...but... still.. glad that no supp.. think i need the weekend to get over it... haha... tot of checking paper.. dunno can onot... argh.. after calculation.. i make it like lowest possible A for CAs and highest possible for my examz which create the biggest different... which means that the the maximum i scored for my exam is only 52.5/100 for my paper... that is like!!!! impossible... argh... nvm nvm... shall not grumble... but but... =(
we'll see how... okie lar.. move on to something more happie~~
i ate breakfast with dar dar todae leh~~!!~~ then last nite we sort of 1st time go under the rain.. as in "visible rain.. a.k.a heavy rain".. cool~~~ hahaha... it was fun... running with dar dar across the road when i can't see anything... haha... lalala
okie la.. that's all for todae... see ya on mondae.. hopefully from today till mondae, i won't become pork chop... =D
tata... end.

TGIF

2004-05-28T14:02:00.000+08:00

hihi... yeah... as the title of this post, u can tell~~
yes yes yes!!! Thank God Its Fridae!!!!! hahaha.... yeah man.... oh oh oh.... tml will be the last dae of week 5.. hmm..going into the 6th week of ipp le... oh.. and tml will be the release of results... scared scared that i have to supp contract law... sian... pray hard hard.. i dun want supp!!! argh... so so so scared... -_-"
sianz... what if really supp?? oh no... thats not gonna happen... ya...
i finished doing what i needed to do for todae ba.. probably later do a bit of other stuff... again... tired... i think i will make it a point from todae on... i will not be late... not anymore!!!! yes... =) tired tired tired... still got like... 3hr 17mins to go?? boring... dar dar also working ar?? hmmm... now feel like da bian-ing... heh.... dar dar want some??? haha... okie la... shall stop crapping... go shit shit 1st... tata...
end.
*muackz*

not another rainy dae...

2004-05-27T13:20:00.000+08:00

looking out of the window, the skies are grey.
breathing in the air, filled with mist.
crappy... haha.. wad a weird opening ar... argh... fed up.. just now accidentally delete what i have typed.. now dun have to feeling to write le la...
haiz..
okie okie..
this morning i wasn't in office and obviously, time past faster that way.. i went to bt panjang then to woodlands then back to office.. total cab fare is about $25.. wooohoooo... haiz.. what will ming ming be doing leh?? finished lunch ALONE le... (hor dar dar..) hahaha... just kidding... dar dar supposed to meet me for lunch one rite?? haha... nvm la.. dinner on u can liao.. haha... again.. i am kidding.. but i dun mind if sheepie wanna treat... haha... okie okie.. rest a while 1st.. tata.. gotta start working soon...
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gloomy dae...

2004-05-26T11:27:00.000+08:00

haiz... what a way to start my day... haiz...
todae is really unlucky manz... usually coming to work, i will hesitate to take a cab when i know that 80% i will be late and choose to take a bus and be late to save that few dollars.. todae.. when i din hesitate to take a cab, the taxi stand is unlike the usual daes.. -no cab... shit man... then waited for a minute or so.. that's not the whole issue... then the uncle bring me the wrong way.. argh.. and he drive super slow... normally i can reach in 5 minutes from the same place.. yet today, it took more than 15mins... argh.. and i am late and the charge of the cab fare is like more than normal by a dollar or 2 leh... kaoz... with that amount, i can jolly well take from home le... shit sia!!! haiz.. what an unlucky dae...
hopefully the rest of my dae will be good... haiz.. and dunno what's wrong with my leg... something must be wrong with it man.. but lets pray that its something small... lalala... drank a cup of milo... wanting to drink another cup.. yummy.... heh... guess i make it the way how the 3-in-1 pack make them... added the powder, sugar, and creamer powder...wooohooo... yummy...haha.. trying to make myself feel good..

ywanz

2004-05-25T14:31:00.000+08:00

hmmm... this is my 1st post of the week.. and also 1 in the past 5 daes.. wooohoo.. the past few dae was exciting... haha... went for my aunt wedding dinner on sat.. (9 course dinner worz..) then sun went to cover big walk duty... (got a free 8 course lunch..)heh. then on sundae.. also help sheepie in house moving.. and 1st time seeing yang pa.... hahaha.... modae was interesting also.. saw yang ma too... whahaha.... =) okie okie..
back to todae...
so bored... nothing to do the whole dae... i will be leaving the office to hougang dc in an hour's time.... dar dar suppose to help me.. but he's slping now worz... haha... call him now~!!~ gtg... tata..
end.

-=back to office=-

2004-05-21T10:32:00.000+08:00

hi hi..
i am back.. after 2 daes of work outside~ but i am having nose block now... argh.. so poor thingy yar? haiz...
but one good news~~ tml going for wedding dinner~~ yeahz..yummy yum... *drooling..* anyway tml got meeting in the morning worz... in office.. how exciting.. .......then sundae got big walk duty... super early in the morning...haiz.. back to the old same topic again... will i be eating lunch alone todae?? haha... dunno la.. heck.. oh.. dar dar got a new hp line~~ yeah.. that's great!! *clapz clapz* woooooohooooooo cool sia.. yeah.. okie la.. i gotta go le.. todae no need write so long la.. haha.... dar dar... pls comment pls... heh...
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post mondae blues...

2004-05-18T11:10:00.000+08:00

not another dae... wahahaha... lets countdown to the end of ipp~~~ i still have... let me see how many daes..44 more!!! yooohooo.... just now ms J come talk to me sia... phewz... haha..lalala... anywae..she sae my survey is good enough... heh... lalala~~ so... i think i wanna start doing it... on... fridae?? have to push back e whole progression plab that i have planned... cz.. later going to amk2 dc again.. then tml n thurs will be spending the whole dae at pb dc... whaaaaa... very very the far worz... meeting yvonne 7.30am!!! so early... tonight gotta slp super early le.. if not cannot wakey.. haha... okae okae...
next annoucement... (probably nothing new...)
eating lunch alone again!~~ yeah yeah~~~ *applause applause*
haha... cz yvonne went to amk2 dc le.. lalala... okie okie.. todae a bit long winded la...
WEI!!! why are u disagreeing the i am a bit long winded todae??? huh??? whaT?!?! say me not only a bit long winded?? huh??!? not only todae like that?!?!?! hahaha.... role play n self entertainment...
dar dar!!! go update ur bloggie!!!
i give u till fridae to write ar... heh... cz i wun be in office till fridae!!!~~ heh...
oh.. just rem something... my toopid sis ask me for my comp password.. haiz.. dunno how to reject her.. so i let her noe.. i think go home change password... so sian... argh.... nvm nvm... go home then settle... okie?? ciaoz...
p.s.: dar dar must be still sleeping... now is 11.25am le... heh...
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mondae blues

2004-05-17T12:29:00.000+08:00

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the title tells it all... todae is mondae.. and i am feeling super sian.. argh... going for lunchie alone again... hmpf... so sian.. haven drink coffee today yet.. going to buy back le.. =~~~( its okae.. use to it le... later still gotta go to ang mo kio dc for equipment teaching... life is so sian in office!!! arrrrhhhh.. so so sian... today took a cab to work from some where super near workplace... waste money!! its really sin-full-ness..whahaha... a new word to be included in the oxford dictionary..hehe... okie dokie.. i am hungry!!! YES.. nothing wrong with your eyes!! i said... i am HUNGRY... super hungry.. a hungry ger is an anger ger.. =P bluff u one.. i really got nothing better to do now sia.. got survey n proposal to do but i come here to crap and self entertain.. but who cares... now is going to be lunch time~~ and i am off to buy lunch~~ tata... will eat in office pantry again... heh... cool ar.. okie la.. i go off le.. before i become dried pork chop.. (gan diao le due to hungry)haha...
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saturdae.....

2004-05-15T11:09:00.000+08:00

*ywanz*... not another dae... hmmmm... rather distracted todae.. no mood to work... cz... todae is saturdae.. its like my mind is already wandering around... hahaha... =X dun tell anyone hor.. bleahz.. as usual... drank a cup of coffee just now.. but still no effect.. what to do?? immune to it already.. going to end work soon.. still got about 2 more hrs to go only... lalala~~ really can't wait for dec to come.. i wanna go outa here!!! woooohoooo but still have to get alive.. i am still half way through my attachment.. still got.. about ... let me count... 8 more weeks to go?? or 7?? okae.. aniway.. still not even half way through it yet... okae okae... i'll stop day dreaming now.. woohoo... okie okie.. i get back to work 1st.. haha.. before i become pork chop... hahaha... bleahz...

boring morning

2004-05-14T10:57:00.000+08:00

as usual.. sitting infront of something squarish called monitor..
i some how think that computer is the world's best invention.. however, it makes life more sedentary...*ywanz*... had a cup of coffee just now.. no effect... heh.. no trying to crack my brain to think of things to include in my proposals... and most of the ppl in the office had gone to the CEO address since 9.30am~~ that's a long one.. anyway... think i gonna rush my proposals already.. don't think will be able to finish on time... only 2 weeks to do proposal and 2 weeks to run the program... aaaaaarrrr... time is running out!! hmmm... think i betta get back to work le.. before i realise the next dae is the deadline and i haven touch on any of the proposals yet...lalala....no lar... for at least now i still have a week or so to do up my proposals... yeapz yeapz.. not too long, not too short... yeah.. think todae won't be eating alone or have to lunch-in le~~ lalala~~~ happie~~ shalalala~~ okie.. i gonna end here todae.. tata.. ciaoz...
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first posting....

2004-05-13T12:32:00.000+08:00

today is just like any other day... nothing special.. nothing interesting... sitting in office from morning till now... doing some research... hmmm.. guess life is more or less the same during my attachment.. that's quite sad... can't wait to go out to do functional testing.. heh. at least time will pass faster..
wish to be more creative manz... can't think of ideas for my project...argh... but nvm.. all i need to do is to keep on cracking my brain for some brain juice...wahaha.... self entertaining myself now... =P
everyone in office seems to be busy with their own stuff.. only me... sitting alone at the dark corner near a place call pantry... nah... its aren't so bad sitting here afterall... easy to get water when i am thirsty... haha... if you think that its a joke.. yes.. it is.. so you should laugh a bit... ya.. think i will end here... going for lunchie soon.. but don't know if yvonne is gonna be back for lunch with me or not.. if not.. then i have to go lunch alone todae... Again!!! yes... AGAIN... so sian... haha... bleahz.. time to go... tata~~